I missed 2 chances of watching I Not Stupid Too with my friends

1st time I din had time

2nd time was with cy edwin ch zq but i fell sick

They told me after dat that it was a gd show so I promised them i will watch it one day

And after the GP lecture today my clsmates wanted to go out

So I followed

But I had to meet up with my odac frens later cos they wanted to do some preparation for tml's Xphysique

anyway later we were at ps

some din wanna watch I Not Stupid Too

they finally decided to watch The Fog, which was a horror movie

well I din say anything, but in my mind I knew I was sure that I must watch I Not Stupid Too

cos The Fog starts 1 hr after I Not Stupid Too

and knowing I had to meet my odac fren later I better keep my time free although they din specifiy wad time we were supposed to meet up

cos I dun like horror movie

anyway when watch movie cannot satisfy everyone so my normal attitude is liddat

I only told them after they bought the tickets for themselves to prevent any further discussion to decide on which movie to watch

that may end up not watching or spoil the good mood

anyway i din intended them to feel bad later on and i can reassure them i dun mind watching movies alone

well some part of the story reflected my own story

rmb-ed abt the days that i close my blog was also cos of family problems

for a long time i kept avoiding them

although there seems to be no more shouting and quarreling

the problem remains unsolved

and the movie seemed to have brought the problems up right in front of me

being able to relate to the story made me feel better

sometimes i also thought i had the worst mother on earth

when i come home all she does is nag

she doesn't talk to me

wen i forget to off the toilet lights she'd demand me to drop wadever im doing and switch it off myself immediately

when i study at night she'd say i waste electricity(<---im serious), she'd rather me study in the afternoon

you know all these little things will cause me to go crazy and start chanting vulgarities which really ruin my mood

i may look harmless but at home im an angry person

so i stopped talking to her too cos its juz inviting trouble

but now i understand perhaps she's juz a typical mother afterall

i know some will ask abt my father

well i've said before he's in Ipoh

he'll be back for 3days every mth

if solving a problem requires one to identify it first

then i've made the first step

bleh

bad post

not my style

dun really like to say this and that and tell ppl abt my problems

wanted to juz delete it but already write so long liao -_-

...

tml is Xphysique

join odac so long nv really join a proper competition before

i'll start eating bananas later at night

and have a decent breakfast tml morning

be at our best

no one kan bu qi sr odac

bai