CLAO

10mins before i received my results for CLAO

in LT5 when we were having a briefing

i asked myself

"wad grade will make you happy?"

"B3"

"...."

then i laughed at myself

that's a lie

i wun be happy if I get B3

...

10mins later i found out i got B3

sian ½

but when so many of my frens were happy with a B3 or even happy dat they pass

it lightened my mood and i nver tink so much le

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Im...juz a lazy person

Few days back we were looking at the board of top 100 and last 100 students

then some of my clsmates expressed their surprise dat they din spot my name in top 100

that made me

laugh

some clsmates and teachers really tink too highly of me

im juz an ordinary slacker i dun understand why

see my maths mark is really like sai

im already underperforming

i dunno whether to laugh or to worry

worry is cos other's expectation of me make me feel abit pressurized

as though i must score as well/better nx time

anyway i prefer to do things my own pace and have fun on the way

i'll juz pay more attention to my maths dats all

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PAPA COMES HOME

Worried about the recent events at home, my father decided to put his business in Ipoh on hold

and return to S'pore to give me support

until my 'A' lvls end

then he'll return

so now my aunt will be in charge, while he retains 50% of the shop, he said

actually if ppl asked me

now that my father is back, how will my life improve

i will tell you the 2 most basic things that will change

1. i wun return to an empty home

2. i dun have to go to food court to eat dinner

prolly the 2 most impt things that mattered;

eating outside food alone everyday for dinner

sucks

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Competition - Good or Bad?

I remembered writing a compo on a similar topic during my sec3/4 days

anyway

the recent competitions has actually improved my way of life - by not skipping meals

on some days i only eat 1 and a half meals

how?

morning i dun eat breakfast

during sch break i eat a little

lunch i skip

and eat dinner

but now with competition, i eat 3 1/2 meals a day.

no link?

...

want to win, must be fit.

want to fit, must eat well...

liddat nia lor

but after watching huo yuan jia(fearless)

we are reminded dat we train to be fit is juz to stay healthy

(lian4 gong1 shi4 wei4 le4 qiang2 shen1 jian4 ti3) -_-

(=

i'd never expect that winning and losing mattered less to me now

when i was young

i was very competitive...hen hao sheng

(but i was hardworking when i was young, shhh)

anyway nx competition is NVM, mentioned before liao hor

nth more le

bai