cos of rain

the night cycling recee was cancelled

if not for the rain

i would probably need to burn midnight oil

coz tml got drq test and i have some econs hw

i am happy

(need to type that out cos its hard to express emotion w/o the use of punctuation marks)

alright today i run inter-cca relay

competition da pai will feel nervous

my heart rate started to accelerate when it was almost our turn

before that was the girls inter-cca relay

then i look around

all the fit kia from the cca

the cream of the crop

then prithip keep telling me he nervous

-_-

then we report to our respective start points

me 2nd runner

i din feel so good liao cos i kept thinking

hey wad if later i drop the baton

wad if later i receive bu hao

or i pass to prithip(3rd runner) pass bu hao

this only show i no enough confidence in myself

but anyway after the "piak"

the race start

i see yong quan running towards me in a bend

suddenly

the whole world only consist of yong quan

yea serious...btw me no gay

then when he almost reach me i run abit liao

then for that split second i din receive the baton after i start running

i really chua dio in that instant nia

thot i run too fast or my hand put wrongly or yong quan fail to pass me

then i feel the baton in my palm

(=

then juz chiong liao

there was 2 ppl in front of me in lane 5 and 6

and 2 ppl behind me lane 2 and 3

and i rmb that scene

as though the track was cut off from the rest of the world

i dunno sia i keep trying but i juz can't catch up with dat guy in frnt of me lei

but at least i save my own face cos no one overtake me either

well in that 10 plus second the feeling was rather numb

as though my arms and legs dropped off while running

anyway i pass to prithip then me job was done liao

then prithip to vivek...and we finished 4th

say nice is finished 4th but actually only 5 cca participate

and the feeling is really song

you know jie tuo

no wait...i tink this is not wad i meant

somehow i have difficulty expressing myself properly

i guess you'd have known better if you ran yurself

(=