okok

dun wan flood tag hahah

anyway wj

if my brother misintepreted wad the church say

it only makes him more of an ass

believing something that sounds so extreme so readily

doesn't even he question to know the truth

perhaps he even twisted it himself

that which i'd rather not believe;

i rather be convinced that its the church's fault

the truth is

my mother got so fed up that she called on my bro's pastor(?) a few times

i also wanted to grab over the phone to scold the pastor

come on

if someone exited yur doors a worse man than he was before he stepped in

that smth wrong is going on in the room

and you are in charge, so account for it

but ultimately i din had contact with the pastor cos i restrained, that's all

i only believe in what i see

i dun believe in popularity

i dun believe that something is good if the majority thinks it is

i have my own judgement and backed by evidence

think of corrupt pastors we have seen twice or thrice in the papers for the past few years

...

if someone has the power to change how a person thinks

then isn't it dangerous

it is

who else better than a person's parents is to shape the child's character and beliefs, save for the 0.1% of them who have committed crimes

isn't it unbelivable that you just step in there and change yur perception of everything in weeks

that which was established over the years that you had spent since you were born

who else better than yurself to think for yurself

unless you admit to be, almost 20 years and you can't tell black from white?

letting someone else other than the ones who brought you up to tell you

what is right and what is wrong

isn't it dangerous

it is

it shows you are so weak in yur character

and that you cannot be critical enough of what ppl tell you

juz accept them as it is?

up till now i never said Christianity is bad

come on

i have so many frens who are Christian and i respect that

im juz trying to say

out of everything they tell you

maybe 90% is good 5% is bad and other 5% conflicts with yur beliefs that were once taught to you from yur parents

if that is so

then juz take the 90% and ignore the rest

you mean you gonna empty yur brain and take the 100% like that

isn't that what everyone does

we are always so critical of what is being taught to us in schools

i have classmates who even ask why the equation is like that

in Physics lessons

it is weird to do so

but it shows that we don't take everything wholesale and believe in them

before we are convinced of them

we can spot the teacher's minor errors and personally

i'd love to challenge teachers

lol

dun tell them(esp Mr Neo)

so i don't know why all these are showing

lucky tml my physics paper is 1pm

if not i also not so free to type all these

as to what makes me bear a grudge towards all of it for years

is a series of events that had also built up over time that only prove me right time and time again

as to narrate to you all the events may take years

but i tink if u read everything you've probably known the gist of it

nvm change topic

dun wan spoil mood

my mood now quite good

why leh

i still feel this 2 weeks of exam is juz an extended holiday

with homework as usual

but only allowed to be completed in school in a given amt of time

and our of the 10 extra holi-days in these weeks

i only need to go on 7 days to do homework

den friday half day summore sia

i tink im taking the

MYE

dangerously lightly

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wtf as im typing this

my brother juz shouted at my father when my father offered him a banana

"WO CHI LE" liddat in a buay song manner

its juz fk up la its just so gone-ded

its not like its short term irritation or bad mood

its long term its gonna be for life like this my brother ain't gonna be nice to my parents for LIFE

alright i was saying

anyway we'll see after my results come out

good or bad i'll still share

at least out of everything that can make yur exam go wrong

for sure one thing was missing - stress

but im just too...slack

abit guo fen le