after seeing Mr Alan Tan for the xxx'th time in the LRT (again)

i was confirmed with one thought and it led me to another

the former being -

our meeting isn't coincidental

its

routine

which is what the latter is

in fact before i went tuition today

i could imagine myself flagging the bus,

sleeping on it, alighting from it, walking to tuition

after tuition itself, i could imagine me walking to the MRT, taking LRT, and walking home

pretty boring eh

while i was waiting at the Platform where the train is Punggol - bound

the train on the other side arrived

and i could picture myself walking out on the MRT

in mornings when i miss the 7am bus

quickly if it was the 7.15 train leaving from sengkang which reaches at 7.21 at Kovan

slowly if it was the 7.10 train which reaches at 7.16

i have grown numb

no longer could i understand

why the woman suddenly smiled

when she saw the headlights of the arriving LRT that was distant away

no longer could i feel

the impatience i used to experience while waiting for bus 62

perhaps you feel the same

juz that you nv thought about it

or maybe i desire more out of this

more surprises

more...

.

i am a good routine worker

that might be capable of more than just routine work

but given no choice

but to do

routine work

.