doesn't mean much really...its juz something that i thought of but i forgot wad it really meant...

the past week really sux for me...i feel dat i've lost the drive...a lot of it...i could fall asleep while doing revision and that is really weak...mentally weak...i feel like im facing the same challenge everyday but i simply choose to throw in the towel everytime and hide somewhere in my comfort zone...

when i walk i'd frown...because i do not understand why...while im at the last laps i starting to slow down and then suddenly fall flat on the track and refuse to budge...not even walk...and look upon hundreds of people running past me in a frenzied manner...and then i'd be trampled over and im juz numb abt it

i dun feel that guiltiness of not studying, i dun feel stressed or nervous which will make me study...i feel like im drifting and wandering around...like im lost or something

when i share the amt of revision i've done with my frens...some are appalled...some do not believe me...but im always honest abt this kind of thing...and i take no advice from others...i refuse help...which is really bad

im juz frowning throughout the typing of dis post and i tink enough le...doesn't help me...zZzz