back to me nightlife le

these days slp ard 4am

i thought of getting a night shift job...anyone know where to get, feel free to tell me =)

but not likely bah, doubt parents will let, but worth a try nevertheless

cy say

his mother wan him to sell his bike, cos he going NS le, his bike not using le

i say

you bear to part with it meh

actually he told me that...is want to sell the bike to me de. cos i lost my bike. and i do wish to get another one...sengkang punggol area, really nice to cycle ard

that bike de specs very gd...but $338

i still considering actually, i thought the best way is to quote perhaps $300, my father pay half, and i the rest i pay, but haven't secure job yet ler...

cy say, money can give in instalments, no need rush, but i still wan 100% secure a job first...so ch was asking me if i interested in singtel phone operator, $7 an hr, 2 weeks training, 3 mths contract, start 5 dec

its chin i recommend de...anyway he contacting the agent tml

alright besides finding a job

went to ch hse today

actually i went to woodlands lib (old mugging place) to find zq and jh, they say wan find job tgt from newspaper

end up dunno who say, very bored wan go somewhere else

then end up go ch hse, i know he shud be free cos ytd he wanted me go his hse watch him play bf2...but i abit sian of gaming, so i din go

din see his youngest bro, cheng hao aka hazard nx year pri 1 le

maybe its fated, but i still had to watch cheng hong play bf2 (battlefield 2)

really nice graphics, he wanted to burn for me, but i dun wan le...hook on too many game not gd, tink silkroad enough le =)

felt quite helpless later on again

i got virtually disconnected whilst waiting for my bus home in yio chu kang

edwin miss me...so he call me, so gay, but he dun wan admit only =/

anyway he wanted to play bf vietnam...then was talking abt going out with cy after he end his last paper

talk halfway suddenly no sound

i said hello 3 times, then realised my hp died le

suddenly had a stupid idea, wanted to call zq to tell edwin that my hp ran out of batt

but. i juz stood alone there at the bus stop,

haiz

noob hp, die on me

(hp : noob owner, never charge me before going out)

okok...my fault =.=

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dunno why i taking so long to type, maybe i tink too much le

sometimes i juz confuse myself, i appreciate simple minded honest people, and look up to people who think far ahead, and far more complicated, but not all things can take the same treatment, so thought itself is a very subjective thing...wrong treatment of thought on a subject can be bad, worse, disastrous consequences, esp if yur thought is controlled not by you, but by others,

thought can make you realise something that you once weren't sure of, or did not know, just like uncovering a pitfall right ahead, but it can also create imaginary pitfalls that don't exist, which is sometimes worse, like those misunderstandings you see in drama serials,

in a sense, perhaps, for every subject there's an optimum amt of thought...we cannot think it too simply...nor think too much...although most of the time, i'd say, its better to not think so much, although ppl like me just can't help it, and that's why you see this few paragraphs of text here in excess of what im really supposed to blog about

then perhaps we say there is 2 levels of thought : thinking abt how to think, so i have uncovered half of what the phrase san si er xing (think thrice) really means

anyway it becomes extremely complicated in relationships, should frenship be simple or complicated anyway? no, sorry i regret asking. it should be simple...but slowly it become complicated. that's the correct way to put it...i guess...for now.