its a bad idea to come back home from camp during nights off.

i was released at abt 5.30pm...and i only left camp at 6...

thanks to the NSF corporal who took a SAR21 out of camp...now go out got bag check...waste time -.-

reached home at 7pm...and soon have to go back le. need be back by 11pm.

i tink i'll probably take the next week to accept life in ASLC...cos i really feel horrible now...i got half a mind to AWOL(absense without official leave)... my mind full of thoughts of those who got posted out to slack for the rest of the NS life...those chao geng chao geng one also can escape ASLC...why why why

and its also in such that i discovered that im not a patriotic person at all...becos i cannot find meaning in what i do : learning to defend my country...sometimes i rather stay home and play dota instead...and pray for world peace...

then there's always the lengthy mrt ride where i try not to think so much abt it...who knows i might alight and take the opposite side to go home and AWOL? lol >.>

my bslc bunk mates probably wun expect such a pessimistic side of me...always being the one who tok the most cock and happy everyday de...maybe i just miss them heh.

brothers in arms!