I was at T3 this morning, but im not going anywhere - just sending off four of my friends who are...going for a holiday in Taiwan!

The feeling was just weird. It started when CY's parents asked me why i didn't go together with them.

Why i never go with them? It felt as though there's no logical answer to this question. Why wouldn't I? Of cos i would. Just that i can't.

Then when they entered the Departure, i started to feel lonely. Now that's really weird. Not like they're going to be away for a year - in fact just less than a week. I'd probably see them again when i book out on the next weekend, and its not like we meet on weekdays.

But the feeling still lingers.